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AFFILIATES
NunuEdora [ babygirl! ] !♥♥
Haini [ EnThuu ♥ ]
Justin [ Abang ♥ ]
Marl [ EnThuu ♥ ]
Suzy [ NizarPunyaa ] !♥♥
fsku ;
[ A Class Of 39 Angels ♥ ]
Bella [ ChubbyCheeks ♥] ;
Fiqah [ Quedora ♥ ] ;
Nooraini [ EnThuu ♥ ]
MingJing [ DennisOwns ♥ ] ;
JiaYing ♥
QianLing ♥
Joycelyn ♥
Joan ♥
Afifahh [ 100109 ] ♥
Nammy-OHH [ 070609 ] ♥
Janaa [ SyazwanPunyaa ] ♥
Mizaa [ Sayang ] ♥
KakakAyu ! [ Sayang ] ♥
SuriaSpadeSachek ! [ LOVE ] ♥
Mira Enthuu ! [ Aydora ] ♥
Dee [ L.O.V.E ] ♥
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TAGBOARD
31.8.09 @ 12:52 PM
♥ firstly , happy birthday darren ♥

had teacher's day celebration at school , it was funn . i swear , mdm low was the HOTTEST ! okayh , fake . she was the best dressed teacher , i guess . okayh , took pictures with the teachers . heeeeeees . lawl . i know . then went to cwp , nunu♥ was like shocked the shops arent open by 1030 . okayh go paah ? she accompanied me back home , then mandi , siapsiap and then went her house .

at nunu house , something happened . was happy firstly , then tear rolled down my cheecks . stupid jonjon . shit him . damn . then nunu♥ asked me to be normal , cause its our day out together , and its supposed to be happy . so i did .

reached vivo , murni called , talked things over , and was pissed off . lost my mood for like a moment , then went as per normal . went to catch a movie . yeahs , management . lawl . i know . then , there is this part , that brought us giaaaaann . wait , dont get the wrong idea . OKAYHS ? meanwhile , there is two couple in front of us , did the * clearthroats * , omg , eeeewww . malay somemore . disgusting . batal puase i !
lawl . i swear , they did that thing . what the fuck ? i know kan ? eeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww ! yeahs , nunu♥ missed untaberg♥ , and i missed [ ♥insertsname♥ ] . camwhored , went to mcdonald , buy some food for BUKE / SAHUR ! bought cigarette , went up to see the sun set . sweeeeet kan ? i know . talked and talked , chitchat , laughs and giggle . camwhored . pose like a sundal , a geek , a baby , a whore , everything uhks . then nunu♥ bareng , then this group of mats , like wanting to go our way , then maybe they saw nunu♥ doing that , and they diverted // detoured their way :DD . goodgood . seriously , it was funn ! went home , took the train , and sempat cuci mate . but sadly , that white guy like turun orchard . sheeesh .

reached woodland , and something happened to me .

went home , slept like a pig ! oinkoink !

and yeahs , those who thinks that u have your photos in my camera , ill upload them in fs and facebook .
photos of me and babygirl♥ will be there , in a different album .

muchloves ,
♥ tiara.twinklestaar ♥

30.8.09 @ 9:46 PM
hib ! hahas . im sorry if i had been behaving the sickening me . im like dont know what struck onto me . haiyh . im just sorry and sorry . forgive me , will you ?

29.8.09 @ 2:39 PM
heyhs:DD
got a msg from lovelies last night . i told her everything and we closed the book yesterday . and i just be my ownself yesterday . talked to adqwawan , and then slept for a little while and woke up , washed face and brushed teeth , went down . lepak with rara and qstar , smoked for like 11 sticks of Winner , 2 sticks of Next and went home . they said i wasnt the usual me . so what , i told you what , dont force me to come down , cause i aint in the mood . its not that i never tried to be myself . and stop blaming me . and jyeah , faisal ohh faisal , calling me late at night , just to bitch about a girl , its okayh . but , if you are bitching about me , then im fine cause im your past . but then , you're bitching about your current one , y'know . and thats not what you're supposed to do . its very baad . tsktsktskk . and jyeah , try cheering me up . i cant take it any longer . i need a hug . please ?

and jyeah , whoever is free on monday , 31st august , please do let me know . a bunch of so-called ' friends ' not following . whatever luhk eyhs . its your choice . and dont think it aint gonna turn out well , cause nunu , me , suzy and unta following . yaaaaaaaaaayy ! hope that its gonna turn out well . :DD

dinah was like sick , since last mondayy . and its getting worst . brought her to clinic . and was was given a lot of medicine . haiyh . and she doesnt wants to consume it . forced iher , but she doesnt want . haiyh . kak dee , take care of her eyhhs. i dont want her to be sick . please . i need her too . thankyouu .

and dont forget , text me , for those who wants to follow in mondayy:))

tiara.twinklestaar .

28.8.09 @ 9:04 PM
heyhs . nunu didnt go sch todayy . was like alone there . and was like entertaining myself in class. how cute kann ? i know .then , went to junction8 , bishan . repaired handphone then went back homee . meanwhile , talked to adeqwawan . okayh go peyh adeqq .hahas . forced me to meet themm at cwp . but idw . malaaaaaaasss . hmmph . and im pissed by this friends of mine . twofaced .wth ? okayh go . lovee , tiara.twinklestaar :DD

27.8.09 @ 3:49 PM
hellohs:DD .
seriously , was happy lastnight , talked to fyiee and nunu . he like popped up this question , and asked nunu to me ask that question . i know its confusing . but seriously , i missed last night . i swear . i want to be with himm . be it happy or not , im sure ill be happy . he says he's change . well , apparently , i knew this long time ago . i feel like calling him bby . and i want him to know that , he's my babylove , heartbite , lovelies , 220309 , superlovee , sweetlove and onlyy .
bby , i want you back . and im serious:) . okayh , about fyiee , till here .

and now , about peeps .
eyh seriously , im just aint gonna talk to you all . im just gonna talk to someone who's innocent . you took what's mine , and leave your old rotten friend . its like unfair . now what , you think you're so cool ? excuse me , you aint . especially you , [insrtsnames ] . i just simply starting to hate you . you know who you are , and you know what you've done . wake up , man ! we are classmates . arent we supposed to love each other ? goddamnitt. i swear , if you still continue to behave this manner , or this way , then ill play by my rules . FUCKER . getlostt .

24.8.09 @ 10:50 PM
psssstt .
went home ,
got ready and buke kat umah nenek , 742 .
then , went cwp with tasya .
bought a new tee .
then went homee .
how pathetic .
seriously , today is superbly boriiingggggg !

23.8.09 @ 5:22 PM
oh nosee .
hi peeps .
i was fine today ,
woke up with a smile on my face today .
then bathed .
study for few hours ,
then went online .
yeahhs nammy ,
i agree with you onething .
its hard to get back to everybody named fir .
very hard .
and congrtas nammy , your fir is still single .
currently , listening to waitforyou , elliotyamin .
and im giving this words to my fir .




I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?

And all my tears they keep running down my face

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

I'll Be Waiting.

220309 , i still love you like before .
and im still waiting for the right time , sometime special .

22.8.09 @ 1:39 PM
psssst .
meeting nunu , ella , nini at yshun .
hahas .
i know .
studyyyy .
goood kann ?
i nose .
hahas .
bye ,
muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestarr .
byebye

21.8.09 @ 10:20 PM
hi(:
its fridayy .
sawthat asshole at np .
motherfucker .
nossssssssee .
malay lesson was like fun !
hahas .
seriously ,
tmrw fasting .
im still in the mood to clubb // partyy , yknow .
nvm ,
sacrifice .
hahas .
okayh .
tiara so lawl !
i know kann !
nooooooooooossssssssssssssssseeeee !

20.8.09 @ 1:04 PM
hahahas .
borriiing .
just finished home-ec project .
hahas .
research . research . research .
haiyh .
exams coming soon .
study . study . study .
hahas .
im boreeed ,
at class .
muahahhas .
iloveyou , afifah .
iloveyou , nurulainaqilah .
iloveyou , nurfhareha .
iloveyou , suziliana .
iloveyou , nurjannah .
iloveyou , sitirohaini .
iloveyou , myself !

19.8.09 @ 1:19 AM
noooosssseee !
hahas .
nose nose nose .
addicted ?
nooooooooooooo [sss] .
okayh , lawl .
im bored the whole daayy .
with noone to text , with noone to call me ,
how sad // pathetic .
i know kann ?
anndd ,
this abang adi of mine is asking for a slap .
online , offline , online , offline .
dumb dumb .
imm boreeeeeeeeedd .
text me or call me ,
im boreeeed ,

and yeahs ,
happy fasting .

18.8.09 @ 12:49 AM
rushed out of house at 6.30 .
ran to admiralty ,
go to the platform to meet nunu ,
but i was late .
sorry .
then walked down to bustop to take 965 instead .
then school ,
go library ,
met the new interesting couples .
hahas .
okayh ,
im baaaad .
hahas .
kalau boleh , nanak lepaskan pulak tuhh .
hahas .
okayh .
lawl .
went home ,
talked to nunu at the bus stop .
guess what ?
on 1811 ,
i made a swear ,
if only i could get him back ,
i'd swear to ;
  • treasure him ,
  • listen to what he says ,
  • quit my sickening attitude ,
  • eaaat ,
  • never leave nunu , ella , nini ever again ,
  • obey him ,
  • and stop being a fussy asshole .
  • be the old me .
i swear , i swear , i swear .

okayh ,
i miss him like hell .
ohhs , tiara ,
wake up .
stop dreaaaaming .

and guess what ,
i've been saying NOOOOOOSE !
lawl kan ?
i know !
hahas .
nose .
nose .
nooooosssseee !
muchloves .
tiara.superhumann


17.8.09 @ 12:42 AM
missing him very badlyy ,
guilty of what i've said to him on the phone .
i know i should not have said like that ,
hence putting down the phone .
i was in a bad mood too ,
i missed the manje him .
how loving .
wish i could turn back clock ,
called him earlier .
then we can talk till sunrise .
i've been thinking ,
does he feels guilty at all ?
if he does , then im sorry .
if he dont ,
then too bad for me luhk .
imsorry . imsorry . imsorry . imsorry . imsorry .
please ,
im terribly sorry .

16.8.09 @ 6:21 PM
woke up at 0900 .
thanks to this stupid pranker ,
he was like ,
Pranker : " hi , tiara ader ? "
Tiara : " erm , yeah , its me . whos that ? "
Pranker : " its boi . leyh kenalkenal ? "
Tiara : " Sorry , i might be single , but im not ready . "
Pranker : " Kepala buto , sialan , pukimak kau , chibye " , and he hungs up .

I was like , what the hell ?
butoluhk ,
woke me up early in the morning ,
and just for that ?
wth ?
asshole .
goddamnit .

then went 888 , buy cigg .
then went jemputan ,
and went home back .
then ,
fs-ed ,
fb-ed ,
blogged .

okayh go .
im sleepy .

muchloves ,
tiara.superhumann

15.8.09 @ 6:06 PM
woke up at 1300 ,
which like , im alrady late .
called murnii ,
went out ,
go np ,
then we did a crime .
nyehahahahs .
okayh ,
lawl .
i know .
hahhaas .
then ,
went home ,
talked otf ,
with ,
fyiee .
i swear ,
my heart beats very fast .
hahas .
and he was superbly very cute hahahs .
:)
cant wait till school reopens .
hahas .
add me at fb .

muchloves ,
tiara.superhumann

14.8.09 @ 5:58 PM
hellows !
hahas .
today is fridayy !
lol .
hahas .
basically ,
went to school ,
had p.e .
and music .
mr.zul was so friendly today .
^_^
hahas ,
and mr.roy was like l.o.l .
and was like , lack of love .
then murni followed me home ,
then off to work .
at restaurant 88 .
interesting jobb .
coool .
went home ,
slept like a pig ,
* oinkoink *
much loves ,
tiara.superhumann .

12.8.09 @ 8:44 PM
heyhs .
bored at home
upanddown my house .
inandout of my room , toilet , and kitchen .
mummy says im like , a freak .
nowhere to go , and nothing to do .
hahas .
basically ,
this is what i did today ,
wokeup ,
bathed ,
got ready for school ,
went down the stairs ,
walked to admiralty ,
waited for bus ,
studystudystudy ,
recess ,
studystudystudy ,
went to eat beancurd ,
went for srp ,
went back home ,
smoked along the way ,
then ,
went back home with ifwat , apeet , arif and afifah .
hahas .

and i enjoyed it a lot .

muchloves ,
tiara.superhhumann

11.8.09 @ 8:08 PM
hohos .
its arif's birthday todayy .
he's turned 14 ,
cool , right ?
but whatever it is ,
im already 14 , long time ago .
muhahahhas .
one thing i just realised ,
my birthday's coming .
and wth ?
okayh go .

hahahs .
im scared about something ,
the idea fafa had in her mind .
scary u knoww .


haha ,
okayhs ,
im so in the mood .
to partyy .
toodles ;
muchloves ,
tiara.superhumann

9.8.09 @ 11:53 PM
amacam , baik pah ?
Happy National Day .
muahahhahas .
anyways ,
went out ,
saw 4 of my ex-es .
due sombong , due tegor ,
yang tegor pulak , terlebih tegor ,
kalau panggil , nak satu nation dengar .
sh*t .
nvm .
saw budakbudak ai .
satusatu pakaian tak perlu dokk .
anyway ,
enjoyed , had fun .
macam biase ,
suke buat keje bodow .
hahahas .
stupid tiara .
basically ,
i saw that bastard .
just look down and walk off .
and kakak farah was like ,
" wa nampak itu pukimak uhk . lu tak jalan tangan pah ? "
i just said ,
" naaah . nanti ader orang cakap aku maseyh budakbudak uhk whye . "
kakak farah was like , am i dreaming or what ?
hahhas ,


seriously , im like frustrated .
i never stare her nor never do anything to her ,
and she was like making me angry .
lucky that is a public place .
fuck her luhk .


and people ,
and those who know about me missing him ,
stop asking .
he's like making me hate him .
its like how can he say me still childish ?
heyh ,
eventhough im still 15 ,
i know what its like in the outside world .
so what if youre like 19 ?
big fuck ?
eyh , stop it eyh .
if you want me to hate you ,
tell me .
i'll try my best .
you should know what ,
i dont hate people easily and for no reason .
serious shit , u made me angry .
from the time he left me alone , till now , he's been giving a terrible cold shoulder .
seriously , he left me for a reason , and im not to be blame ,
why is he doing this to me ?
comeon , im innocent .
ive been going through alot .
stupid .
i dont care if you said , u got a new one , just for an excuse .
and i can find someone better .
but it takes time .
nvm uhk .
dont wish to talk about it .
heartaching .
seriously ,
its hard for me to say it ,
but ,
imsingle):

there's one thing i would never forget ,
and the only thing that made me blush when he said this ,
" the hardest phrase for me to say is , i have to leave you .
and the sweetest and phrase for me to say is , iloveyou . "

but i understand ,
and one thing i could tell myself :
i loved him more than anyone could ,
but he hurted me more than anyone would .

seriously , now i now the true meaning of heartache and heartbroken .

lastly , thankyou [ insertsname ]

and goodnight .


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8.8.09 @ 1:12 AM
psst .
make me laugh ,
and make me smile .
i want to smile and laugh , like you do .
but i cant .
and one thing i have in mind ,
and boys , answer me .
is this the perfect timing bastard-ing girls ?
its like comeon ,
after me , somebody else .
its like ,
what fuck ?
oh gosh ,
help me .
i wanna laugh ,
and nver get upset .
ilybabes ,
ihy , bastards .

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7.8.09 @ 10:00 PM
nyehahahahas .
dah lame tak blog kan ?
iknowiknow .
the nd celebrations were okayh luhks .
but i enjoyed the talentime the most .
hahas .
basically , it was performed by S.A.D , Happily Ever After , YoYo , and a dancer group .
hahas .
YoYo was the winner , followed by the dancers , Happily Ever After and the S.A.D .
hahahas .
tiara is in the mood now .
hahas .





serious shit about aiaikayseow ,
she sucks trulyy ,
pokewak , the lanchiowei pasal aku same farah rabak sia .
buto luhk .
spoil the mood sia .
kimak btol .
and she called me just now , saying ,
" nyah , best kuar ? "
and i was like ,
" best , tanpe kau best , hidop aku senang uhk .
tak banyak bunyi . better without you . "
she went silent and she hung up .
buto luhk .
gyni peyh twinsoul aku tak pandang siaa .
dah longgar ngan si tmpang buat hal longgar uhk siaa .
fuck sia .

and yes ,
i went lepak just now .
met with ramzy and esdahh ,
rokok free flow jack .
winner some more .
muahahhas .
they brought my wide smile back !
which is impressing .
intresting .
i know .
okayh go .
btw ?
anyone going clubbing ?
i want follow .
pleaase .


okayh go .
serious shit ,
tiara's in the mood to partyy .
and link me ,
muchloves ,
tiara.superhumann .

4.8.09 @ 7:51 PM
shit siaa .
that keemeng and haikal all know where i stay already .
stupiid .
eee !
geram nyerhs !
i took the effort to go home late and leave house early so that they wont caught me ,
but initially ,
they know .
what fuck ?
gee ,
omg !
sh*t uhk .
geram sia .
then , haikal said , ' jiranjiran ' .
nunu tak habeshabes kacau .
* arrrghs *
geram nyerhs .
seriously , effort wasted sia .

3.8.09 @ 12:40 AM
babi dierh .
eeee !
geram nyerh aku !
stupiiid .
wait , thats all for ' DYANA ' .
stupiid .
kenape luhk die kena buat mulut ?
best sangat pek sia ?
eeee !
babi btol .
geram sia .
she uat mulut about aku peyh sayang sia .
puki die luhk .
damn it .
nvm luhk .
he also like dont care already .
what to do .
seriously ,
commiting suicide is like fun ,
nak try ngan aku ?


2.8.09 @ 12:11 AM

mummy wants adorage ? wth ?

heyhs .
went jemputan .
met with the person i missed most ,
  • amirrul
  • nadiah
  • radiah
  • mizza
  • adam
  • nani
  • shafiqah
  • shahirah
  • amar
seriously ,
i missed them loads .
well ,
i reached there first , and then this dumb amirrul like tegor me and said ,

" sombong eyh kau ! "

i was like , WTH ?
he was the one who always never tegor me , and like sombong with me , and he said that i sombong .
what siaa .
then i just like said , " maner aderh ? "
then i shook his hand and walked off .
paiseyh sia .
then nadiah like reached there and like gave me a sweet smile and a big wave .
i was like , OMG !
NAAAADDIIIAAAAAHH !
OMG , imyal .
then i gave a big hug !
yay !
like ,
finally , we cousins meet up .
nyehahahahas .
happy you know .
muahahahhahas .
then i hang around with her , at her house then go umah maklong .
and there is where i met yang lain .
YAY !
hahahas .
kimak , rindu sia .
but overall ,
i missed nadiaaah alot more than the others .
buahahahahha .
then ,
this stupid lutfi from buitpanjang camp like appear .
WTF ?
babi btol .
hmmph .
geraaam siaaa .
pantat btol .
haiyh .
anyway .
i enjoyed my day .
especially with nadiah and mira shafiqah .
muahahahhas .
and gosh ,
nadiaah is like bstf with my senior .
if im not wrong shaiyk .
sec 4 .
i was like wth ?
she keeps on scaring me like wanting to ask syaikh about me in school .
oh no ,
help me .
i hope this unknown syaikh like dontknow me .
pleaseee .
allright then ,
im done .
and sorry , i cant attached gambar nadiah here .
got smth wrong .


1.8.09 @ 4:38 PM
mummy says im spoilt !
wth ?
she says i've changed , in different ways :
clothings , the way i walk , the way i talk , the way i am towards everybody ,
everything .
whatthehell ?
iknowiknow .
sumpah sort siaaa .
she said ,
she used to have one adorable daughter , and now that adorable daughter of hers eventually changed into a monster , who dares to kill her own father and get back to her parents . seriously , i hate this part . she would tend to be my radiokarat . haiyh . i seriously dont know what to say .
guess what , eventually this thing made me happy , im superbly meeting uncle fairuz this monday . he just came back from america ,
and now looking for a job here . hahas . and can somebody accompany me for liquor , or beer ?
im stressed out !




and happy birthday jai .
may you last long with your 220609 .

and i hate you ! , * arrghs * !

@ 4:38 PM
mummy says im spoilt !
wth ?
she says i've changed , in different ways :
clothings , the way i walk , the way i talk , the way i am towards everybody ,
everything .
whatthehell ?
iknowiknow .
sumpah sort siaaa .
she said ,
she used to have one adorable daughter , and now that adorable daughter of hers eventually changed into a monster , who dares to kill her own father and get back to her parents . seriously , i hate this part . she would tend to be my radiokarat . haiyh . i seriously dont know what to say .
guess what , eventually this thing made me happy , im superbly meeting uncle fairuz this monday . he just came back from america ,
and now looking for a job here . hahas . and can somebody accompany me for liquor , or beer ?
im stressed out !




and happy birthday jai .
may you last long with your 220609 .

and i hate you ! , * arrghs * !