hey there .

i dont know why , but suddenly , i know there must be something that's gonna piss me off .

well , there is . y'know , i dont humiliate or something about the people around me , unless they were really asking for it . and so , i was listening to " friend " of mine , and i heard that someone eventually said something about me , and kind of humiliated me . its not just a person , there's a lot of you guys . its like , come'on . i dont talk about you , and there you are talking about me . its like , what ? if i had not meet this " friend " of mine , i wouldnt have known . whatthefuck lah eyhs . just stop it . i had more than enough headaches , and there you are , fucking the whole lot of shit about me . just whatever , okayhs ?

and i just dont believe it . okayhs , tiara . enough . maybe they are just being someone they wannabe , but they just cant afford . gosh , this is sickening . trulyy . can you people just own up or something , it hurts . damn fucking hurt . deeply inside . FUCK .

helloh sayang ,
im back here .

currently in jurongwest , sleeping over , and slacking here . mendaaak , geee .
whooosh .

babygirl should be home by now , i guess . and i missed her already .

and guess what , i caught someone reading my blog all the time . its farhaaan ! hahas , caught ya ! ohh , banyak nyer tak main bace blog orang . padahalpadahal . tipu eyh kejek u . hmpph . tak pasal ah eyh . ni ah , budakbudak *** . hahas , anyway , member dah kakipaitao maaaah . cakap jek nak jumpe . sudaaaah lah . burung luar tingkap yang bilang i nie semuer tau .

and yeah , shekyn contacting me back . and she told me , aiai brought her to me meet my ex in jurong . whatever lah eyhs . cant be bothered . mummy nak ajak orang gy sheesha , tapi tak banyak yang nak ikot . sesape nak ikot , just inform mummy or me , yea ? and it should be a triple date .

guess what mummy said to me ? she says that in order to forget someone i love , its easy . just find a new one , and start making new memories . and i replied . i dont need love anymore , cause the love from myself is enough , to heal everything . yeaaaa . and she just kept mum .

hellohs babeyh !

went to singapore idol yesterday !

got to hold&touch&hugged Sezairi , Sylvia , Malaque , Nurul . OMG , coool kan ?

yeaaaah , tabitha was out .

i said , " balik lah sial , pundek " to tabitha . siaaal ah tiara . anyway , Sezairi&Sylvia was in the grand finals . coool kaaaan ?

and you know whaaaat ? im so gonna buy sezairi's fan nye baju from his mom . :DDD

and , you know whaaat ? the double S is what i lobve !

hellohs darlings . sorry for not been updating . im so sorry .

something bad recently happned to me . stupid brother . haaah . finally , after two days , got myself back . soon dapat keluar . baik .
and now , tasya entertaining me , with her latest boyfriend , syukri , my age . goddd . cool kepaaah ?
anyway , mummy lappy lagged . she say it lagged cause my body temperature was too high . =.=' . daniel was at home , i dont know why he didnt want to visit me . he's not at fault , okayh .

and to babygirl , i just received your text earlier . and im sorry . real sorry . and i just dont get myself too .

and lastly , im happy for them . found someone new . so i think i shall just leave them . alone .

and about my life ? ohh . forget it . people dont bother , so why should i bother ? sheeeeeeeeeesh . anyway , life is changing for me . its getting weirder .

currently , laughing , at tasya and syukri's nonsense , and i enjoyed it . they told me about them sounding each other . quite funny though . and mummy , she's just happy . and daniel , i forgive you , and i dont blame you for the cause that im lying in this ward .

lying in this bed and ward , with mummy's lappy on my lap , wakes me up from the dream that frightens . and tomorrow's gonna be a whole lot of new life for me .

and imj meeting up with babygirl first , i promise .

and i need no more love , cause a love for myself is enough , kan mama ?