hellohs . hahahs .

sorry for not been updating these days . was busy , very busy .veryveryvery .

so , its been a week and a day since Hasbu'llah left us . and i'm missing him to the core . his smile and laughters has been in my mind and always there . and so , here i am , missing him dearly .

and so , i've been contacting someone these past few days . and he's out in the jungle . * UGGGHS * . shit man . he should be back today , i guess .

my girlfriend's boyfriend is out to malaysia and should be back by today also , and im betting with her , that mine's gonna return first . hahhas . bluek :DDDD

haiyh . and so , im so excited , and putting my phone next to me , just waiting for it to beep . beep , pleaseee !

and yeahs , now mummy sucks . to the fucking core . had a tiff with her , and its a very bad one . and now , im at staying at my uncle ard's place . jurong west area there . eight hundred pluc there , what i know , dekat ngan ntuc nyer bende tu .

and currently , im doing the stuff i should , be it work . tired , tawukk . tapi okayh lah . i want jalanjalan lah . very the mendak tauu . haiyh . text me . and yeahs , kalau nak call , dont call at the recent number , call at my bill nye num . prepaid low lah sayangs .
:DDD

hellohs baby .

sorry for the not so update of blog . was so busy that i just couldnt find time to upload photos and all .

dissapointed to announce , with severe heartache and sorrowness , my best smile-laughter friend , Hasbu'llah , just recently passed away . and it breaks our heart , alot . dude , we are so gonna miss you . he has just finished his 'O's , and was happy to celebrate it . a 17 yearold guy was about to live his life when this happens . the news of him drowning , wet our cheecks with our pure tears . as usual , were very the kanchiong . called every few minutes , and finally got to met him the day after . thank god . and something happened during transfer of patient . dont want to elaborate .

has , no matter what you do , we will always remember you , as promised . cause , no one can replace the high-pitched voice of yours , the natural smile and laughter of yours , and noone can replace the Hasbu'llah we know . dont worry mate , you'll be fine up there , gathered with our prayers .

and people , treasure your friends while you can .

hellohs !

firstly , happy 5 months anni NAMMY-OHHbby .

* heavysigh *
stressed with the plannings for the holidays . family chalet , class chalet , and all . so , for now , bored . and im going out . jurong west .

hellohs .

was a lil bit pissed off yesterday . yeahs , but was happy at first .

imagine he was like tegur me and apologised this and stuff , and i forgave , and hold no grudges . and suddenly , he like marahmarah me . cause i added his friend from tagged . and that girl is an exadss , 3T1 or 3T2 , tak salah . ape sajejek . he said something that fuckingly pissed me off . and everything was like gone and haywire . chalet , i like leave it like that , mummy ran out of house , and i didnt chase after her , dinah was crying and i aint doing anything . and i all i could afford is cry and cry . he like hurt me very deeply . and i can still feel the pain . its just unbearable .

hellohs sayangs !

woke up when kakakeffa♥ called today . and i couldnt sleep back . haiyh . and now im here , uploading the previous photos , edit them , and store it . hahs . yesterday was fun . duhh ! everyone knows . went orchard yesterday , walked here and there , and proceeded to the vivo , where we camwhored a lot . spent our sunset there . hahhas . and something funny happened and i just dont realise it . i g*i**e* . and i didnt know that abangahmaaaaaaaaaad♥ was like , looking . =.=' . i nose kan . kakakeffa♥ tak warn tau . sheeesh . and so , that made my night or day . and , erm . im so going to henderson wave . sooooon . there's some pictures of us .
and so , B.JUL , EFFACINERH , AHMAAAD , DIDI , TIARA , MIMI was there !

hellohs people .

woke up today with heavy thoughts of mind . in fact now , idk how explain it , but somehow , its telling me its gonna be reality . i wanted to share it , but i aint sure who im gonna share it with .

im also starting to see her true colours . and i dare not say it out , and she is superhhly gonna find my fault too . i dont care if she were to find my fault , but i were merely stating a fact what . and she still have the cheeck to say i changed ? whatever . i just didnt expect this to happen . just because a guy dumped you , and you tend to get superhh moody , and always picking up a fight . please lahs , u should know what , there's a billion guys out there , and you can just grab them anytime . and yeahs , where is your fucking promise ?

and what , u saw me ? new boyfriend ? no okayhs . yeap , that was me . and idk who the new boyfriend you're referring to . and im single . and i got mixed up . who are you exactly ? i thought HE is the only one . i think kau shyiok sendiri lahs . and thanks for tagging .

yesterday lepak with them♥ . ate at banquet , and thanks to didi , mimi and b.jul , i vomitted): sad kan ? i nose kan ? sheeesh . anyway , had fun .

thats the end of yesterday story . and , nak bersiapsiap now .

hellohs , darlings .

yesterday meeted babygirl , go marsling lame . and didi wants to meet her . fuck lah he . nak jumpe and then just dumped . puki kau lahs .

fetched kakakeffa yesterday . and so lepak jap with kakakayu , kakakikah , and herguy .

then proceeded to cityhall , with kakakeffa , abang ahmaad , didi and b.jul . so far , funn . okayhs lahs .

had gastric yest , and today too . sakit , but what else can i do ? ate medicine , slept . but still , it hurts . sheeeeeeeeeeeesh .

now , preparing to go to 750 jurongwest , meeting up a friend of mine . sheeeeeeeeeeeesh . anyways , macam malas , tapy kene pergi jugak . eyhs , this friend of mine very the unreasonable . orang sakit pon kene pergi . nanti kalau aku pengsan , macam mane ? bodohh . hmmphs .

abang ajai a.k.a abang paitao semlam ade hal . die pairap budak cine , tak salah . and he didnt got the chance to explain to me cause i was fedup and hung up the phone . he promised me not to pairap anymore . and now , he got back to his words .
whatever lahs abang . adek dah malas . and pasal abang ngan mataer abang tu , i cant advise you anymore , cause i myself single , tak patut advise kan orang . so just take care . okayhs ?

seriously , i feel like shouting to the people i care and those who likes to go piang and pairap these stuffs ." STOP ALL THESE , CAN ? WAKE UP ! WHAT DO YOU GET IF YOU GO PAIRAP ALL THESE ? KALAU DAPAT EXTRA LIFE TAK PEK JUGAK ! "
seriously , they made my day worse . okayhs . chill . let them do whatever they want . i wont care anymore .