hellohs .
okayhs ,
HE'S coming home soon . my mood like fade away after something happened . and i wouldnt want to tell anybody about this . its a pathetic life im leading . after one , another comes in . this aint a problem , y'know . mummy doesnt even know about this , only me , and acap know about this . should i , or should i not ? and for all i know , im this and that .

and i got into another case . IO Saiful talked to me , and i just listened . for all i know , i yes-no-okayhs type when he talks to me . mummy was happy , i guess . since she wanted it so badly . but too bad , her fcking plan failed . thanks to one fucking guy , who made stories about me , and made mummy believe him , and here i am . and thanks PakSu and MakSu . you've been a great help . so , here i am , staying put at his' place . babygirl , mane promise ? help me luhks , im not at home . and , dorang peyh anak sedare hot sia , and that's for nunu or aiai . im sticking to one . aink .

and yeahs , suzy . i pity her a lot . on her 7 months anni morning , she cried a lot . sad kan ? but this aint nizar's fault uhks . this is all because of stupid jasman . desperate punyah budak . damn him uhks . suzy , cheer up . you've been strong for the past few months . from march till october . surely nothing can happen . just try start smiling , as usual . and im so envy of you . last long aites . and you know what i want . :DDDD