hello humans ! :DD

im sorry if i hadnt been myself for quite a sometime , you know its hard to forget someone you really love , and you might take all the risk to b with him . and so i did , but to no avail . i tried listening to all the songs he gave me , trying myself to forget him . and i still could remember the song he gave me , when he asked for a stead , KAU INGIN KU MILIKI . then there is this song that we onced duet-ed . SUPERHUMAN . and others uhks . mummy said i should try forgetting him , cause she realises that im the no-longer me . she was like ,
" kak , i was wondering why you like change bit by bit ? it doesnt mean that [ insertsname ] left you , u need to be like this . there is still a lot of boys out there , just go grab one and its done . "

and i was like ,
" maaaa ! stop it caaaaaaaaann ? it my life what , i'll take control . so should there be any doubt then i find you kayhs ? for the time being , i want to be aloneeeee . caaaaaaan ? " .

mummy just shooked head , left a heavy sigh on me and just leave the room . whatever luhk eyhs .

seriously , i missed him , like i would always do . and like loved him like i used to . he was my one and only then . if only i could meetup with him , and confessed face to face , i would , even if it takes my life . i swear .
but naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh , i wasnt allowed to do it , caused its as if he wanna meets me . nose luhk caaan ? and yeah , i tegor him at msn yest , and the only phrase he could come out with is , " SO WHAT " . best kaaaaaan ? amalkan selalu uhk eyhs . * ugghs , siam uhks * .

and as for activities of today , was quite boring though , was at home all the way , slept here and there , like a pig . * of course * . then watched tv , bathed , and then like watched korean drama . didnt online the whole day , nor touched the computer caused wasny in any mood . talked to babygirl for a while , and then slept again , eventhough a very close timing to breakfast . tomorrow's breaking fast at Uncle's House . and abang asri's leaving for ns . seriously , im starting to miss him . sheesh . and idk what stroke onto me , feeling emotional suddenly . haiyh . and thats all for today !

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar .