hellohs !

was absent today . sick . with fever and flu and cough . sheesh . my nose itchy uhks . paaaainn , y'know ? ahahas . anyway . quitting smoking . slowly . after the 310809 incident . nomore . nomore . its gonna be out of my life soon . hopefully . anyway , school ? they sucks . especially with mrfaisal . he wants to put me in inschoolsuspension , cause i didnt go detention yesterday . eyhs seriously , if i were to lie yesterday , i wouldnt be vomitting in front of mummy and taking temperature in front of her . yeahs , it reached 38.1 . seriously , its boiling , y'know . hothothooooooot !

and yeahs . i missing someone from yesterday . cant believe i cried when i read back the messages he gave me . the old ones . i sure missed it maaan . fyiee . imissedyousomuchs . can i dearly have you back ? pleeeeeaaaaaaaseee ?
thankyou . ily220309 .

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was at home the whole day . boringg . i nose kan ?

went out , go woodlands mart , ate at mcd . balek , ceret-beret . damn !
anyway , thats all for today . saket perot uhks . sakeeeeeeeett ! help me ! paaaiiinn !

hellohs .

went out raye today . was fun , though . but something was on my mind . him . he's away in brunei . left singapore last friday , which is yesterday . coincidentally , i was on m.c . so , he left . and i missed him . regretted sleeping early , cause he tried to call me in the last 3 nights , leaving a lot of missed calls . regretted . seriously . and now , i missed him like hell . and yeahs . i bongkar the folders in my comp , and i found our pictures . immediately , set as desktop background pic , profile picture and all . sheesh . seriously , sekarang baru nak muncul . but im happy , at least ade gambar die jugak . and im so gonna keep this as a secret . daamn . anyway , istillloveyou , fyiee .

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hellohs , sayangs !


and yeahs , next friday still got somemore outing !

hellohs ! ahahas .
today took a lot of pict . but lazy to upload uhks . swinee kan ? i nosse . anyway , goodnight !

hellohs !
hehs .
sorry never update the blog , for the last few days , aye . busy maaahs ! hariraya whaaat ! nyehahahas . anyway , this is the picts of today , :DDDD

thank you for everything . i enjoyed it a lot . this is the bestest birthday gift and suprise i ever had .

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hellohs :DD

for the first time in my AI life , i took bus at my original busstop , as i was late . but i wasnt . heh ^^ .

secondly , i talked to bbygirl , from the busstop before the adm stop , till we reached school . sumpah we like crazy .


though it was a suckish birthday , i enjoyed my moment with you , bbygirl . thanks a lot . anyway , today macam siaaaaaaaal . alek , makan , mummy talked about BGR . i thought she was against it . and she was ,

mummy : " KAK , BILER THE LAST TIME KAU ADE MATAER ? '

me : " erm , fyiee uhks , sape lagy ? in fact , ade lagy ke ? "

mummy : " dah patch ? "

me : " ? huh ? naaah uhks . "

mummy : " bile nak patch ? "

me : " ntah eyhs . tanye die uhks . "

mummy : " number ? "

me : " wait , are you serious ? heh , i dont believe you . bluek . "

mummy : " kau eyh , bile aku dah nak kasi grren light, kau tak nak . menyusahkan hidop aku tau . "

me : " eyh ? ma , mama nak ice milo ? kesian mama berleteh dary tady . mesti haus . "

i walked off , with a slumber face . hohs . then , went home . and i realised something . i wasnt enjoying the whole day , infact , i realised that i have been living 15 years of a pathetic life .

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hellohs , everyone !

im so happy today ! meeting someone special tmrw , currently talking to [ insertsname ] . talking about dogs . cooool . seriously , i enjoyed . well , it inspires me into keeping a dog , be it a guided dog or an anjing yang jinaaaak . bluek . nothing much happened today // tonight . well , thats all for today .

and yeahs , to ***ikayseowwwwww , fly a kite !

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar ♥

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nothing happened much tuday . was seriously boring . like hell . continuing post later .

hellohs sayangs ! :DD

firstly , happy birthday SHAREEFA , HAFIZ and JAMADIL ! getting older , right ? gooooooood .

secondly , im happy ! :) , cause , im meeting someone special in my life , soooooooooooonn ! * yaaaaaaaaaaaaay !*

a brief of what happened to me last night .
waited for someone like tunggol , meanwhile , talked to bbygirl . im like , so happy . we are mataer . with bbygirl , like indeed . but for a moment only . and yeahs , before that in the morning // afternoon , bbygirl scare me a lot . she say she was going to NUH . wth ? she said she was going on for operation . but instead , she pulled my leg . okayhs , was paiseyh at first . nyehehehehs . * waaaainkk *

seriously , i missed bbygirl . meeting her today , but she havent gave me a call . sheeeeeeeeeesshh . but nvm , ill be waiting . currently , talking to mummy otf . suprisingly , she wasnt nagging . cause i did the household chores for yesterday , the day before yesterday and this morning . all by myself . * abeyh tiara bangge ! * bluekk ! heh .

and now , checking facebook , fs , tagged , listening to music . :DD

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar .

hellohs :DD

sorry didnt update blog yesterday . was busy changing template . hehs^^ .

bbabygirl , congrats !
:DD

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar

HI NAMA SAYA NUNUEDORA. SAYA TEMAN KARIB TIARA. SAYA AKAN MENGEBLOG UNTUK DIA.
cut the crap! Hi readers of Tiara's blog, i am nunuedora! :D
Im currently otp with her, she ah. membebel alot you know!
TETAP BESTFRIEND/BESTGIRL NUNUEDORA!! :D

hellohs :DD !

brokefast at Uncle's House ! Everyone was there . Except for Darls-Sha . * ughs * ! but nvm , though she aint there , everything went smoothly . and yeahs , let me intoduce you my latest anak sedare , Imil Ihzan . he was born on 110509 , and is 7.5kg . heaaaavy luhks , but he looks like an american . wait , belande in english what uhks ? i got mixed up uhks . paiseyhpaiseyh . anyways , i carried him most of the time ! heavy is heavy , but he is cuteeeeee . kakak dyana says she aint gonna produce anymore . wth ? she is still 24 arnd there , still can what . just 5 only what , still can add , =.= . no luhks , kidding .

the main subject was like NS . cause abang Asri is going for NS , this coming thursday . seriously , gonna miss him already . sheeeeeeeeshh . and yeahs , talked about NS , the mats , the botak life , the bunks , the hantus at tekong ! -.- . hahas , then kakak dyana was like saying the girls gonna start ns , for those whose ic number , starts with T . hahas , which means , her daughter ! Dinah , Dhea , Ilora ! sad kan ? i nose kan ? and yeahs , i kept on saying NOSE here and there , the anak sedare of mine like , follow , especially , AAN , DINAH , DHEA . coool or what ? what , i know . back to topic of NS . sheeeesh . someone spot my interest during the topic . well , i was intrested in bothe the mats and the hantus . and then got this one person there , says ,
" tiara , u so focused uhk about mats ? tsktsktsk . "
and i was like ,
" sheeeeeeeeeesshh . where got ? im intrested in the hantus luhks . "
and she was ,
" really mehhs ? i thought you scared of hantus . "

i like change the topic and continued to talk about the MATS , then the HANTUS !
MIANG EYH TIARA , BEAT BARU TAHUU ! lawl .

they went homee , then i went cwp first , buy present then lepak at around 742 there with ramsy they all , then went home , at around 3 plus . waaycooooool . but not that cool . :P

went home , slept like a pigg . swineee .

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar

hello humans ! :DD

im sorry if i hadnt been myself for quite a sometime , you know its hard to forget someone you really love , and you might take all the risk to b with him . and so i did , but to no avail . i tried listening to all the songs he gave me , trying myself to forget him . and i still could remember the song he gave me , when he asked for a stead , KAU INGIN KU MILIKI . then there is this song that we onced duet-ed . SUPERHUMAN . and others uhks . mummy said i should try forgetting him , cause she realises that im the no-longer me . she was like ,
" kak , i was wondering why you like change bit by bit ? it doesnt mean that [ insertsname ] left you , u need to be like this . there is still a lot of boys out there , just go grab one and its done . "

and i was like ,
" maaaa ! stop it caaaaaaaaann ? it my life what , i'll take control . so should there be any doubt then i find you kayhs ? for the time being , i want to be aloneeeee . caaaaaaan ? " .

mummy just shooked head , left a heavy sigh on me and just leave the room . whatever luhk eyhs .

seriously , i missed him , like i would always do . and like loved him like i used to . he was my one and only then . if only i could meetup with him , and confessed face to face , i would , even if it takes my life . i swear .
but naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh , i wasnt allowed to do it , caused its as if he wanna meets me . nose luhk caaan ? and yeah , i tegor him at msn yest , and the only phrase he could come out with is , " SO WHAT " . best kaaaaaan ? amalkan selalu uhk eyhs . * ugghs , siam uhks * .

and as for activities of today , was quite boring though , was at home all the way , slept here and there , like a pig . * of course * . then watched tv , bathed , and then like watched korean drama . didnt online the whole day , nor touched the computer caused wasny in any mood . talked to babygirl for a while , and then slept again , eventhough a very close timing to breakfast . tomorrow's breaking fast at Uncle's House . and abang asri's leaving for ns . seriously , im starting to miss him . sheesh . and idk what stroke onto me , feeling emotional suddenly . haiyh . and thats all for today !

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar .

hellohs adorlings !

didnt go to school today , woke up at 11 , seeing 61 missed calls , 20 messages . partly from unknown stranger , who claims to be my boyfriend . * eeeeeeeeeeww ! no-way ! * from babygirl , her pp8 num and her bill number . and was from mummy !

wokeup , called bbygirl straight away , asked her where she is and she said she was going home , from school . and to my suprise , it was 11 . how pathetic kann ? i know kan ? asked her to come to my house , and she did . used comp , smoked , cooked , eat , smoked , talked about guys and then MONYET text me , randomly . i asked him for a meet up , and he said , kalau nak jumpe , kat macpherson . who's gonna entertain ? bluek . no-way . well actually i could . but i havent bathe , futhermore , im still sleepy . * swineeeeee * . hehehs . went down , lepak jap , smoked with nunu . saw nasrun , talk and talk , sent nunu home then went homee . eyh , correction , sent nunu till bus stop . hehehs . you should know im a swine what . cheeeeeese ! hahahs .

slept like a pig after that . but wait . i bathe already by that time , okayhs . woke up at 6.30 , when mummy gave me a call , to open my room door . blueks . by right she could just open it using a key . how swine mummy is . sheeeeeesh . great , like mother like daughter . peace . got a nag from nanny . i dont know when she came also . and i can still memorise clearly what nanny said , it goes like this ,

" ape nak jady ngan remaje zaman sekarang ni ? kalu tak melepak tido . kalau tak tido , melepak . kalau tak melepak , tido sampai malam . ape nak jady ? anak dara ape kau ni ? memalukan perompuan jek . keciqkeciq cute , dah besar menyusahkan orang . ini uhk budahk zaman sekarang . dah berape hari kau tak balek rumah kau ni ? elok sangat ke tido kat umah kawan kau tu ? si * insertsname * ? ape dah jady ngan kau ni . mulemule tak dengar kate mama , sekarang lary rumah , lepas ni ape ? menyundal ? "

and she goes on and on . and i replied to her this ,

" nek , ade baik nye nenek gy minum suaa . dah batal puase dah . petpot sane sini macam orang gile . gy minum sua . dah baek orang balek , bile tak balek , call , suro balek . sampai call cikgu pakse suro balek . bile orang dah balek , dah start perangai gile nenek . bising uhk . "

then i took my meal , go up , slamme the door . fuck her uhk . nabeyh turban . cheese-kate . nose luhk she . * ughs * !

then mummy went up , talked to me , physco me here and there , then i went down . and guessed what , nanny like stare at me . wtf ? i nose kan ? i laughed all the way , that made her call me crazy ! nenek gile luhk nenek .

and yeah , IO Saiful called me . hahas . mengatal sambil asked me what happened . nose luhk he . hahas . i was laughing all the way when i was talking to him . and i had to come down police station for futher investigation . noseeeeeee . asked for my address , gave my block , 8th storey , woodlands cresent , my unit number , and all .

and yeahs , currently blogging and facebooking and friendstering , and listening to music . heees . peace or cheese .

goodnight ,
tiara.twinklestaar

hellohs :DD

was and wasnt myself today , suprisingly , i broke down when i like , heard the news about jon . omfg , i missed him siaaaaaa . never thought that i would broke down easily . cried my heart out , in fact , it wasnt enough . bbygirl and suzy was like , " enough tiara , enough . " . i was like nearly attempting to die . wtf ? i know kan ? im just curious , why must he like take the harsh decision ?

okayh tiara , hes gone . there's nothing you can do . forget him pleaaaaaaaasee .

and yeahs , nothing happened in school really , my day too . and thats the end of my post . :)

muchloves ;
tiara.twinklestaar .

hellohs sayangs :DD

sticked at home all they way today . wasnt in good mood at all . thinking of bbygirl , monyet , jon , and last night's case . seriously , i had phobia going out late at night , wearing uncensored clothes . i sweaar . omg , i hate this . i dont wanna become a victim , y'know . * ughs * . smoked 9 sticks of winner , and im not fasting . sheeeeeeeeeeeeessshh . tsktsktsk . then , monyet called and asked for a meetup . want there , met him . then bbygirl called and she's on her way to cwp , but with mummy and daddy . hahas . met up , told everything , and she nearly broke down . im sorry b . and i miss him . i want him back . nose , raye is coming , and time seems to be shorter for me to talk to him . nooooooooosssssssseee . wait , help me . * ughs * nvm him . i wanna be the old me , the happy-at-all-times me . i dont wanna get emotional due to stupid reasons . i want myself back , pleeeeeeeeeaaseee god . i badly want it . ohh , seriously , i wanna breakdown . tiara ohh tiara , come back to your own self . sheeeeeeessshh .

imisshim , imisshim , imisshim . i want him back .

bbygirl , forget [ insertsname ] , he cheats you maaaaaaaann .
and ill be there .