amacam , baik pah ?
Happy National Day .
muahahhahas .
anyways ,
went out ,
saw 4 of my ex-es .
due sombong , due tegor ,
yang tegor pulak , terlebih tegor ,
kalau panggil , nak satu nation dengar .
sh*t .
nvm .
saw budakbudak ai .
satusatu pakaian tak perlu dokk .
anyway ,
enjoyed , had fun .
macam biase ,
suke buat keje bodow .
hahahas .
stupid tiara .
basically ,
i saw that bastard .
just look down and walk off .
and kakak farah was like ,
" wa nampak itu pukimak uhk . lu tak jalan tangan pah ? "
i just said ,
" naaah . nanti ader orang cakap aku maseyh budakbudak uhk whye . "
kakak farah was like , am i dreaming or what ?
hahhas ,
seriously , im like frustrated .
i never stare her nor never do anything to her ,
and she was like making me angry .
lucky that is a public place .
fuck her luhk .
and people ,
and those who know about me missing him ,
stop asking .
he's like making me hate him .
its like how can he say me still childish ?
heyh ,
eventhough im still 15 ,
i know what its like in the outside world .
so what if youre like 19 ?
big fuck ?
eyh , stop it eyh .
if you want me to hate you ,
tell me .
i'll try my best .
you should know what ,
i dont hate people easily and for no reason .
serious shit , u made me angry .
from the time he left me alone , till now , he's been giving a terrible cold shoulder .
seriously , he left me for a reason , and im not to be blame ,
why is he doing this to me ?
comeon , im innocent .
ive been going through alot .
stupid .
i dont care if you said , u got a new one , just for an excuse .
and i can find someone better .
but it takes time .
nvm uhk .
dont wish to talk about it .
heartaching .
seriously ,
its hard for me to say it ,
but ,
imsingle):
there's one thing i would never forget ,
and the only thing that made me blush when he said this ,
" the hardest phrase for me to say is , i have to leave you .
and the sweetest and phrase for me to say is , iloveyou . "
but i understand ,
and one thing i could tell myself :
i loved him more than anyone could ,
but he hurted me more than anyone would .
seriously , now i now the true meaning of heartache and heartbroken .
lastly , thankyou [ insertsname ]
and goodnight .
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