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Ras Tiara Seri , 15 .
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31.8.09 @ 12:52 PM
♥ firstly , happy birthday darren ♥ had teacher's day celebration at school , it was funn . i swear , mdm low was the HOTTEST ! okayh , fake . she was the best dressed teacher , i guess . okayh , took pictures with the teachers . heeeeeees . lawl . i know . then went to cwp , nunu♥ was like shocked the shops arent open by 1030 . okayh go paah ? she accompanied me back home , then mandi , siapsiap and then went her house . at nunu house , something happened . was happy firstly , then tear rolled down my cheecks . stupid jonjon . shit him . damn . then nunu♥ asked me to be normal , cause its our day out together , and its supposed to be happy . so i did . reached vivo , murni called , talked things over , and was pissed off . lost my mood for like a moment , then went as per normal . went to catch a movie . yeahs , management . lawl . i know . then , there is this part , that brought us giaaaaann . wait , dont get the wrong idea . OKAYHS ? meanwhile , there is two couple in front of us , did the * clearthroats * , omg , eeeewww . malay somemore . disgusting . batal puase i ! lawl . i swear , they did that thing . what the fuck ? i know kan ? eeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww ! yeahs , nunu♥ missed untaberg♥ , and i missed [ ♥insertsname♥ ] . camwhored , went to mcdonald , buy some food for BUKE / SAHUR ! bought cigarette , went up to see the sun set . sweeeeet kan ? i know . talked and talked , chitchat , laughs and giggle . camwhored . pose like a sundal , a geek , a baby , a whore , everything uhks . then nunu♥ bareng , then this group of mats , like wanting to go our way , then maybe they saw nunu♥ doing that , and they diverted // detoured their way :DD . goodgood . seriously , it was funn ! went home , took the train , and sempat cuci mate . but sadly , that white guy like turun orchard . sheeesh . reached woodland , and something happened to me . went home , slept like a pig ! oinkoink ! and yeahs , those who thinks that u have your photos in my camera , ill upload them in fs and facebook . photos of me and babygirl♥ will be there , in a different album . muchloves , ♥ tiara.twinklestaar ♥
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30.8.09 @ 9:46 PM
hib ! hahas . im sorry if i had been behaving the sickening me . im like dont know what struck onto me . haiyh . im just sorry and sorry . forgive me , will you ?
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29.8.09 @ 2:39 PM
heyhs:DD got a msg from lovelies last night . i told her everything and we closed the book yesterday . and i just be my ownself yesterday . talked to adqwawan , and then slept for a little while and woke up , washed face and brushed teeth , went down . lepak with rara and qstar , smoked for like 11 sticks of Winner , 2 sticks of Next and went home . they said i wasnt the usual me . so what , i told you what , dont force me to come down , cause i aint in the mood . its not that i never tried to be myself . and stop blaming me . and jyeah , faisal ohh faisal , calling me late at night , just to bitch about a girl , its okayh . but , if you are bitching about me , then im fine cause im your past . but then , you're bitching about your current one , y'know . and thats not what you're supposed to do . its very baad . tsktsktskk . and jyeah , try cheering me up . i cant take it any longer . i need a hug . please ? and jyeah , whoever is free on monday , 31st august , please do let me know . a bunch of so-called ' friends ' not following . whatever luhk eyhs . its your choice . and dont think it aint gonna turn out well , cause nunu , me , suzy and unta following . yaaaaaaaaaayy ! hope that its gonna turn out well . :DD dinah was like sick , since last mondayy . and its getting worst . brought her to clinic . and was was given a lot of medicine . haiyh . and she doesnt wants to consume it . forced iher , but she doesnt want . haiyh . kak dee , take care of her eyhhs. i dont want her to be sick . please . i need her too . thankyouu . and dont forget , text me , for those who wants to follow in mondayy:)) tiara.twinklestaar .
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28.8.09 @ 9:04 PM
heyhs . nunu didnt go sch todayy . was like alone there . and was like entertaining myself in class. how cute kann ? i know .then , went to junction8 , bishan . repaired handphone then went back homee . meanwhile , talked to adeqwawan . okayh go peyh adeqq .hahas . forced me to meet themm at cwp . but idw . malaaaaaaasss . hmmph . and im pissed by this friends of mine . twofaced .wth ? okayh go . lovee , tiara.twinklestaar :DD
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27.8.09 @ 3:49 PM
hellohs:DD . seriously , was happy lastnight , talked to fyiee and nunu . he like popped up this question , and asked nunu to me ask that question . i know its confusing . but seriously , i missed last night . i swear . i want to be with himm . be it happy or not , im sure ill be happy . he says he's change . well , apparently , i knew this long time ago . i feel like calling him bby . and i want him to know that , he's my babylove , heartbite , lovelies , 220309 , superlovee , sweetlove and onlyy . bby , i want you back . and im serious:) . okayh , about fyiee , till here . and now , about peeps . eyh seriously , im just aint gonna talk to you all . im just gonna talk to someone who's innocent . you took what's mine , and leave your old rotten friend . its like unfair . now what , you think you're so cool ? excuse me , you aint . especially you , [insrtsnames ] . i just simply starting to hate you . you know who you are , and you know what you've done . wake up , man ! we are classmates . arent we supposed to love each other ? goddamnitt. i swear , if you still continue to behave this manner , or this way , then ill play by my rules . FUCKER . getlostt .
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24.8.09 @ 10:50 PM
psssstt . went home , got ready and buke kat umah nenek , 742 . then , went cwp with tasya . bought a new tee . then went homee . how pathetic . seriously , today is superbly boriiingggggg !
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23.8.09 @ 5:22 PM
oh nosee . hi peeps . i was fine today , woke up with a smile on my face today . then bathed . study for few hours , then went online . yeahhs nammy , i agree with you onething . its hard to get back to everybody named fir . very hard . and congrtas nammy , your fir is still single . currently , listening to waitforyou , elliotyamin . and im giving this words to my fir . I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? And all my tears they keep running down my face So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just aint true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you Baby why can't we just start over again Get it back to the way it was If you give me a chance I can love you right But your telling me it wont be enough I'll Be Waiting. 220309 , i still love you like before . and im still waiting for the right time , sometime special .
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22.8.09 @ 1:39 PM
psssst . meeting nunu , ella , nini at yshun . hahas . i know . studyyyy . goood kann ? i nose . hahas . bye , muchloves , tiara.twinklestarr . byebye
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21.8.09 @ 10:20 PM
hi(: its fridayy . sawthat asshole at np . motherfucker . nossssssssee . malay lesson was like fun ! hahas . seriously , tmrw fasting . im still in the mood to clubb // partyy , yknow . nvm , sacrifice . hahas . okayh . tiara so lawl ! i know kann ! nooooooooooossssssssssssssssseeeee !
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20.8.09 @ 1:04 PM
hahahas . borriiing . just finished home-ec project . hahas . research . research . research . haiyh . exams coming soon . study . study . study . hahas . im boreeed , at class . muahahhas . iloveyou , afifah . iloveyou , nurulainaqilah . iloveyou , nurfhareha . iloveyou , suziliana . iloveyou , nurjannah . iloveyou , sitirohaini . iloveyou , myself !
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19.8.09 @ 1:19 AM
noooosssseee ! hahas . nose nose nose . addicted ? nooooooooooooo [sss] . okayh , lawl . im bored the whole daayy . with noone to text , with noone to call me , how sad // pathetic . i know kann ? anndd , this abang adi of mine is asking for a slap . online , offline , online , offline . dumb dumb . imm boreeeeeeeeedd . text me or call me , im boreeeed , and yeahs , happy fasting .
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18.8.09 @ 12:49 AM
rushed out of house at 6.30 . ran to admiralty , go to the platform to meet nunu , but i was late . sorry . then walked down to bustop to take 965 instead . then school , go library , met the new interesting couples . hahas . okayh , im baaaad . hahas . kalau boleh , nanak lepaskan pulak tuhh . hahas . okayh . lawl . went home , talked to nunu at the bus stop . guess what ? on 1811 , i made a swear , if only i could get him back , i'd swear to ; - treasure him ,
- listen to what he says ,
- quit my sickening attitude ,
- eaaat ,
- never leave nunu , ella , nini ever again ,
- obey him ,
- and stop being a fussy asshole .
- be the old me .
i swear , i swear , i swear .
okayh , i miss him like hell . ohhs , tiara , wake up . stop dreaaaaming .
and guess what , i've been saying NOOOOOOSE ! lawl kan ? i know ! hahas . nose . nose . nooooosssseee ! muchloves . tiara.superhumann
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17.8.09 @ 12:42 AM
missing him very badlyy , guilty of what i've said to him on the phone . i know i should not have said like that , hence putting down the phone . i was in a bad mood too , i missed the manje him . how loving . wish i could turn back clock , called him earlier . then we can talk till sunrise . i've been thinking , does he feels guilty at all ? if he does , then im sorry . if he dont , then too bad for me luhk . imsorry . imsorry . imsorry . imsorry . imsorry . please , im terribly sorry .
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16.8.09 @ 6:21 PM
woke up at 0900 . thanks to this stupid pranker , he was like , Pranker : " hi , tiara ader ? " Tiara : " erm , yeah , its me . whos that ? " Pranker : " its boi . leyh kenalkenal ? " Tiara : " Sorry , i might be single , but im not ready . " Pranker : " Kepala buto , sialan , pukimak kau , chibye " , and he hungs up . I was like , what the hell ? butoluhk , woke me up early in the morning , and just for that ? wth ? asshole . goddamnit . then went 888 , buy cigg . then went jemputan , and went home back . then , fs-ed , fb-ed , blogged . okayh go . im sleepy . muchloves , tiara.superhumann
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15.8.09 @ 6:06 PM
woke up at 1300 , which like , im alrady late . called murnii , went out , go np , then we did a crime . nyehahahahs . okayh , lawl . i know . hahhaas . then , went home , talked otf , with , fyiee . i swear , my heart beats very fast . hahas . and he was superbly very cute hahahs . :) cant wait till school reopens . hahas . add me at fb . muchloves , tiara.superhumann
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14.8.09 @ 5:58 PM
hellows ! hahas . today is fridayy ! lol . hahas . basically , went to school , had p.e . and music . mr.zul was so friendly today . ^_^ hahas , and mr.roy was like l.o.l . and was like , lack of love . then murni followed me home , then off to work . at restaurant 88 . interesting jobb . coool . went home , slept like a pig , * oinkoink * much loves , tiara.superhumann .
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12.8.09 @ 8:44 PM
heyhs . bored at home upanddown my house . inandout of my room , toilet , and kitchen . mummy says im like , a freak . nowhere to go , and nothing to do . hahas . basically , this is what i did today , wokeup , bathed , got ready for school , went down the stairs , walked to admiralty , waited for bus , studystudystudy , recess , studystudystudy , went to eat beancurd , went for srp , went back home , smoked along the way , then , went back home with ifwat , apeet , arif and afifah . hahas . and i enjoyed it a lot . muchloves , tiara.superhhumann
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11.8.09 @ 8:08 PM
hohos . its arif's birthday todayy . he's turned 14 , cool , right ? but whatever it is , im already 14 , long time ago . muhahahhas . one thing i just realised , my birthday's coming . and wth ? okayh go . hahahs . im scared about something , the idea fafa had in her mind . scary u knoww . haha , okayhs , im so in the mood . to partyy . toodles ; muchloves , tiara.superhumann
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9.8.09 @ 11:53 PM
amacam , baik pah ? Happy National Day . muahahhahas . anyways , went out , saw 4 of my ex-es . due sombong , due tegor , yang tegor pulak , terlebih tegor , kalau panggil , nak satu nation dengar . sh*t . nvm . saw budakbudak ai . satusatu pakaian tak perlu dokk . anyway , enjoyed , had fun . macam biase , suke buat keje bodow . hahahas . stupid tiara . basically , i saw that bastard . just look down and walk off . and kakak farah was like , " wa nampak itu pukimak uhk . lu tak jalan tangan pah ? " i just said , " naaah . nanti ader orang cakap aku maseyh budakbudak uhk whye . " kakak farah was like , am i dreaming or what ? hahhas ,
seriously , im like frustrated . i never stare her nor never do anything to her , and she was like making me angry . lucky that is a public place . fuck her luhk .
and people , and those who know about me missing him , stop asking . he's like making me hate him . its like how can he say me still childish ? heyh , eventhough im still 15 , i know what its like in the outside world . so what if youre like 19 ? big fuck ? eyh , stop it eyh . if you want me to hate you , tell me . i'll try my best . you should know what , i dont hate people easily and for no reason . serious shit , u made me angry . from the time he left me alone , till now , he's been giving a terrible cold shoulder . seriously , he left me for a reason , and im not to be blame , why is he doing this to me ? comeon , im innocent . ive been going through alot . stupid . i dont care if you said , u got a new one , just for an excuse . and i can find someone better . but it takes time . nvm uhk . dont wish to talk about it . heartaching . seriously , its hard for me to say it , but , imsingle):
there's one thing i would never forget , and the only thing that made me blush when he said this , " the hardest phrase for me to say is , i have to leave you . and the sweetest and phrase for me to say is , iloveyou . "
but i understand , and one thing i could tell myself : i loved him more than anyone could , but he hurted me more than anyone would .
seriously , now i now the true meaning of heartache and heartbroken .
lastly , thankyou [ insertsname ]
and goodnight .
Labels: damnit ., on some bullshitt
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8.8.09 @ 1:12 AM
psst . make me laugh , and make me smile . i want to smile and laugh , like you do . but i cant . and one thing i have in mind , and boys , answer me . is this the perfect timing bastard-ing girls ? its like comeon , after me , somebody else . its like , what fuck ? oh gosh , help me . i wanna laugh , and nver get upset . ilybabes , ihy , bastards . Labels: assholes ., fuck off
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7.8.09 @ 10:00 PM
nyehahahahas . dah lame tak blog kan ? iknowiknow . the nd celebrations were okayh luhks . but i enjoyed the talentime the most . hahas . basically , it was performed by S.A.D , Happily Ever After , YoYo , and a dancer group . hahas . YoYo was the winner , followed by the dancers , Happily Ever After and the S.A.D . hahahas . tiara is in the mood now . hahas . serious shit about aiaikayseow , she sucks trulyy , pokewak , the lanchiowei pasal aku same farah rabak sia . buto luhk . spoil the mood sia . kimak btol . and she called me just now , saying , " nyah , best kuar ? " and i was like , " best , tanpe kau best , hidop aku senang uhk . tak banyak bunyi . better without you . " she went silent and she hung up . buto luhk . gyni peyh twinsoul aku tak pandang siaa . dah longgar ngan si tmpang buat hal longgar uhk siaa . fuck sia . and yes , i went lepak just now . met with ramzy and esdahh , rokok free flow jack . winner some more . muahahhas . they brought my wide smile back ! which is impressing . intresting . i know . okayh go . btw ? anyone going clubbing ? i want follow . pleaase . okayh go . serious shit , tiara's in the mood to partyy . and link me , muchloves , tiara.superhumann .
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4.8.09 @ 7:51 PM
shit siaa . that keemeng and haikal all know where i stay already . stupiid . eee ! geram nyerhs ! i took the effort to go home late and leave house early so that they wont caught me , but initially , they know . what fuck ? gee , omg ! sh*t uhk . geram sia . then , haikal said , ' jiranjiran ' . nunu tak habeshabes kacau . * arrrghs * geram nyerhs . seriously , effort wasted sia .
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3.8.09 @ 12:40 AM
babi dierh . eeee ! geram nyerh aku ! stupiiid . wait , thats all for ' DYANA ' . stupiid . kenape luhk die kena buat mulut ? best sangat pek sia ? eeee ! babi btol . geram sia . she uat mulut about aku peyh sayang sia . puki die luhk . damn it . nvm luhk . he also like dont care already . what to do . seriously , commiting suicide is like fun , nak try ngan aku ?
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2.8.09 @ 12:11 AM
mummy wants adorage ? wth ? heyhs . went jemputan . met with the person i missed most , - amirrul
- nadiah
- radiah
- mizza
- adam
- nani
- shafiqah
- shahirah
- amar
seriously , i missed them loads . well , i reached there first , and then this dumb amirrul like tegor me and said , " sombong eyh kau ! " i was like , WTH ? he was the one who always never tegor me , and like sombong with me , and he said that i sombong . what siaa . then i just like said , " maner aderh ? " then i shook his hand and walked off . paiseyh sia . then nadiah like reached there and like gave me a sweet smile and a big wave . i was like , OMG ! NAAAADDIIIAAAAAHH ! OMG , imyal . then i gave a big hug ! yay ! like , finally , we cousins meet up . nyehahahahas . happy you know . muahahahhahas . then i hang around with her , at her house then go umah maklong . and there is where i met yang lain . YAY ! hahahas . kimak , rindu sia . but overall , i missed nadiaaah alot more than the others . buahahahahha . then , this stupid lutfi from buitpanjang camp like appear . WTF ? babi btol . hmmph . geraaam siaaa . pantat btol . haiyh . anyway . i enjoyed my day . especially with nadiah and mira shafiqah . muahahahhas . and gosh , nadiaah is like bstf with my senior . if im not wrong shaiyk . sec 4 . i was like wth ? she keeps on scaring me like wanting to ask syaikh about me in school . oh no , help me . i hope this unknown syaikh like dontknow me . pleaseee . allright then , im done . and sorry , i cant attached gambar nadiah here . got smth wrong .
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1.8.09 @ 4:38 PM
mummy says im spoilt ! wth ? she says i've changed , in different ways : clothings , the way i walk , the way i talk , the way i am towards everybody , everything . whatthehell ? iknowiknow . sumpah sort siaaa . she said , she used to have one adorable daughter , and now that adorable daughter of hers eventually changed into a monster , who dares to kill her own father and get back to her parents . seriously , i hate this part . she would tend to be my radiokarat . haiyh . i seriously dont know what to say . guess what , eventually this thing made me happy , im superbly meeting uncle fairuz this monday . he just came back from america , and now looking for a job here . hahas . and can somebody accompany me for liquor , or beer ? im stressed out ! and happy birthday jai . may you last long with your 220609 . and i hate you ! , * arrghs * !
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mummy says im spoilt ! wth ? she says i've changed , in different ways : clothings , the way i walk , the way i talk , the way i am towards everybody , everything . whatthehell ? iknowiknow . sumpah sort siaaa . she said , she used to have one adorable daughter , and now that adorable daughter of hers eventually changed into a monster , who dares to kill her own father and get back to her parents . seriously , i hate this part . she would tend to be my radiokarat . haiyh . i seriously dont know what to say . guess what , eventually this thing made me happy , im superbly meeting uncle fairuz this monday . he just came back from america , and now looking for a job here . hahas . and can somebody accompany me for liquor , or beer ? im stressed out ! and happy birthday jai . may you last long with your 220609 . and i hate you ! , * arrghs * !
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