heyhs ;
im sorry if i have hurted you in any way .
i pretty much didnt do anything .
and all of a sudden ,
u said it .
it pretty much hurt me .
well ,

at the very first place ,
i was heartbroken ,
yet rushing .
so ,
what im going to tell you is ,

f***e ,
i do appreciate our time together ,

• the kisses ,
• the hugs ,
• the pulls ,
• the laughters ,
• the bites ,
• the meetups ,
• the moments and memories shared together , within us .

i cant deny that i had completely forgotten you nor hated you already , nor can i accept the fact that its over .
but what else could i do ?
im just your girlfriend ,
not your wife , whom you will be sharing half of your life with .
i cant stop you .
it hurts , alot .
and jyeah ,
never call yourself a bastard ,
for what youve done towards me .
i dont want you to feel bad .
take it that i left you , eventhough i didnt .
so , takecare .
and should you be needing help ,
my phone // housephone will be on , just for you .
eventhough youre bored .
nyehahas .
* arrrghs * .
im missing you .
like a lot .
* hugging eeyore and pooh together *
ohhs , seriously ,
muhammad firdhaus ,
istillloveyou ,
like before .
i wish you were reading this ,
but i now you aint gonna .
ilyfirdhaus .