ahahas .
im bored , tired .
left home at 11 am ,
reached qirin's house at 1130 .
then ,
beli asap ,
asap .
then baru nak tydo ,
qirin kejut ,
cakap yang die nak jumpe sharul kat somerset ,
and needed company .
sacrificed ,
bathed .
then zhaao .
* zooom .*
then , dah sampai redhill mrt ,
si adeklengkok nak jumpe , at quennsway .
kite patah alek queensway .
tunggu peyh tunngu ,
15 min die sampai .
ape lagy ,
jalan uhk .
naik train ,
nampak kawan fyiee , az .
automatically ,
i think about him .
nyahahas .
then sampai somerset ,
tunggu si shahrul tu , selama 17.30 minute .
biler die sampai ,
uat muke tak bersalah .
alasan ; bapak die kat situ .
nyehahahas .
what only .
* jahat seyh tiara ! *
muahahahah .
then ,
alek .
asap peyh asap .
lepak at bawah blok jap .
ngan ramzi and amir .
hahas .
they got to know about me and f***e ,
then they played me dugaandariillahi .
how sweet .
but deeply inside of me ,
im still loving him like i always do .
seriously ,
he was better than my ex ,
and should b better than my next .
he did showered me with pure love .
but then ,
HAIYH .
nvm then .
dont wish to talk about it .
till here , then .
and yeah ,
dont ;
just because im single,
dont text me as if im yours .
dont talk about love , when you dont actually mean it .
and , im still waiting for him .
prove me the true meaning of love , and i'll consider .
but i wont give him up luhks .
ahahas .
till here ,
tiarasayangs .

heyhs .
rara onlined using my msn acc ,
chat with fyiee !
arrrghs .
malu nye aku .
kima ,
aku rindu die siol .
seriously ,
hes making me hate him ,
which i dont , never , and wont .
i dont hate my exs .
nyehahas .
hes been giving me a terrible cold shoulder ,
a very cold one .
i apologise on behalf of rara pon salah .
waaah ,
sabar jek luhk nyah .
anyway ,
today is sharul peyh courtcase .
as usual ,
qirin nangis ,
takot kehilangan die ,
im in a terrible gastric ,
i went out to entertain her .
saket ,
tapy die dah sedih ,
ape nak uat ?
biar aku sakit haty ,
jangan die .
and im still missing him like hell .
if only he reads this ,
whooa .
paiseyh .
but i should confess what .
but dont know when .
when could it be ?
or its never happening ?
* arrrghs * , help me .

heyhs ;
im sorry if i have hurted you in any way .
i pretty much didnt do anything .
and all of a sudden ,
u said it .
it pretty much hurt me .
well ,

at the very first place ,
i was heartbroken ,
yet rushing .
so ,
what im going to tell you is ,

f***e ,
i do appreciate our time together ,

• the kisses ,
• the hugs ,
• the pulls ,
• the laughters ,
• the bites ,
• the meetups ,
• the moments and memories shared together , within us .

i cant deny that i had completely forgotten you nor hated you already , nor can i accept the fact that its over .
but what else could i do ?
im just your girlfriend ,
not your wife , whom you will be sharing half of your life with .
i cant stop you .
it hurts , alot .
and jyeah ,
never call yourself a bastard ,
for what youve done towards me .
i dont want you to feel bad .
take it that i left you , eventhough i didnt .
so , takecare .
and should you be needing help ,
my phone // housephone will be on , just for you .
eventhough youre bored .
nyehahas .
* arrrghs * .
im missing you .
like a lot .
* hugging eeyore and pooh together *
ohhs , seriously ,
muhammad firdhaus ,
istillloveyou ,
like before .
i wish you were reading this ,
but i now you aint gonna .
ilyfirdhaus .

kite ngah uat practical , lawl !

woke up ;

seeing eveyone packing .

i was blurr ,

" kenape korang pack ? , kan maseyh ade 2 hary lagyy ."

i asked .

then ,

" kat sini mendaq siot . bapak kau plan nak gy KL plak , tydo kat DutaVista . "

i just nodded my head and went back to sleep .

hahas .

then i was pulled , by mummy !

hahas .

bathed ,

breakfast ,

packed ,

watched tv .

then checkout ,

boring !

took that damn fucking ferry ,

reached .

then the first thing i did was hugged eeyore and pooh !

ahahas .

missed them .

hahas .

then proceeded to KL , bought a lot of stuff !

but then , sambilsambil uhk ,

beli rokok marlboro mint , freshmint .

whooa .

then abang syahrul , daddy , mummy , daniel , tasya

ate the durian .

i stayed in the car .

talking to twinny .

hahas .

bill melambong dokk !

hahas .

then , checkin hotel ,

i went swimming .

ahahas .

lepas swimming ,

siapsiap ,

main pool ngan abang syahrul .

best gyler maott .

ahahas .

then tydo !

: jyeahs , i missed you the most , bby !

penat , tapi sempat amek gambar . hahas . UGLYYY !

sorry , serabai , ngah panas !

ipin ! , sharul ! , aiai ! , tiara !
tiara ! , aiai ! , sharul ! , shekyn !


aiai !

people !

hahs .

• 
  
  
  
  ipin !




• 
  
  
  
  sharul !




• 
  
  
  
  twinny !




• 
  
  
  
  haili !




• 
  
  
  
  fadly !




• 
  
  
  
  syikeen !




• 
  
  
  
  didi !




• 
  
  
  
  khai !




• 
  
  
  
  ryan ( 2yearsold baby ) !




• 
  
  
  
  kakak khai !




• 
  
  
  
  two of kawan kakak khai !




• 
  
  
  
  me !

nyahahas .

but before that ;

at harbourfront mrt control station ;

we guys fought with an old fucking aunty .

alaarh ;

she was the makcik paling heboh in suria channel .

i swear .

then ; sharul , me , qirin , ngan kakak khai sekali ,

maki die ;

kite gado .

aku kat sane geraaam ajek .

die marah twinny aku sial .

sape tak sort kan ?

kimaaak ; tu orang tua kalau aku nampak ;

tak banyak bunyi peyh siaal .

geraam .

sampai sekarang tau .

mak dier peyh puki luhks .

haiyh .

aku mesti relax .

hidup mesti maau chill betol .

lepas tu kite sume asap .

lepas asap plak tu ;

ade lagy haaaal .

kimak .

ade perang dunia luhk sia kat depan sentosa .

itu perang didi sama syikeen .

syikeen salah paham .

then she started crying .

wth ?

padahal die minahyep .

sapa tak terkejut siaal ?

kimaak ;

sort sia .

lpas tu ;

sume dah settle ; thanks to me ! :D .

* ainks *

then ; as usual ;

dah sampai sentosaa ;

ape lagy ?

take a stroll with ;

• 
  
  
  
  ipin !




• 
  
  
  
  sharul !




• 
  
  
  
  twinny !

got some bad news ;

a very serious heartaching shit ;

which ended me up crying ; heart-achingly .

haiyh .

but i feel bad cause i scared ipin thought that he broke my heart .

but he didnt .

whoooa .

yeahs .

i went moodswing ;

for like halfanhour .

then macam biase .

standard maah tiara .

kalau majok mesti sekejap peyh .

tapy tu bukan majok siaa .

tu moodswing .

uhs ; same luhks moodswing ngan majok .

haiyaahs .

then ;

kite enjoy .

kite enjoy macam takde besok gytu siaa .

dah dalam kul 6.30 ; kite mandy nak alek .

kul 7 , kite rushing maut .

sanggup sia lari daty vivo to habourfront mrt .

paiseyh sia .

ipin ngan sharul ade probation ;

by 8 should be home .

waaah ; piang eyh .

then macam biase jugak .

nyehahas .

otw ale tu ;

singgah linkway jap .

ade abang harry ngah talk oth ngan kakak wanie .

i also kacaukacau uhks .

then talk to her .

then alek .

then sampai umah ;

talk otf ;

mandy ;

blogging ;

fs-ing ;

fb-ing ;

tagged-ing .

macammacam uhks aku uat ;

maklum ;

besok mau jalan pekk .

btol uhks ?

ainnks .

hahas .

kay luhks ;

sampai sini jek okayhs ?

pape text ;

aites ?

* ainkainks *

nak number ? minta luhk g .

* aink .*

maenmaen ajek .

hahas .

byebye .

went to twinn-ehhs house .

some kind of enjoying .

* waiinks . *

as usual ;

took photos ;

watch movies ;

* coughscoughs * ; s**** ;

sh*** ;

macammacam uhks .

hahas .

yesterday was fun !
went shopping with twinny ; buy a lot of stuffs !

• ring ;
• necklace ;
• camerabag ;
• slipper ;
• shoe ;
• clothings ;
• make-up stuffs ;
• new phone ;
• simcard ;
• ankle-bracelet ;
• lots and lots more .

nyehahas .
we spent around 300 .
and to her is still not enough .
haiyhs .
anyway ;

i have forgotten that somebody in my life yesterday .
painful , yeah .
but what can i do ?
this is all boy's foolishness .
to them ; love is all about playing girl's feeling .
but ;
we are used to it .
okayhs ;
im done here .
take care .
much loves ; tiara .

im sorry if i cant celebrate our 7yrs6mths anniversary together ;

due to such typical reasons .

but there will be a belated celebration for us the next day .

i know you are going to read this ;

thats why i blogged it here .

dont get suprised .

sorry i didnt tell you facetoface eventhough you're just next to me ;

but not paying attention , smsing shahrul .

nyehahas .

im sorry .

dont call me to ask about this matter .

i dont want to say about it .

okayhs .

d-o-n-e .

hiyaaakdiissh !

holidays ?

its a heavy sigh for me .

boringboringboring .

so ; what i did was photography ;

editings ;

lepaak ;

sleeping ;

eating ;

watchingtv .

this aint any ordinary boredom i guess .

* ARRRGHS ! *

someone text me ; allright ?

ohh yeahs ;

i've got a new number !

till here thenn .